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[09 Jul 2009|01:04am]
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jim svejda!
Holst Planets
Ralph vaughan williams starry night crystaline downtown buildings'
feeeeel the mystery
i know i know his death is ridiculous
but, this movie is seriously ammmazingggg
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[30 Jun 2009|08:49am]
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[15 Jun 2009|01:42pm]
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I love Werner Herzog
I watched encounters at the end of the world for the second time tonight.
Not only does it make my heart ache for Antarctica (make a bed in the snow? pshh been there, done that) but it's such a blissful movie that leaves room to fill all those beautiful little cracks bewteen the film's otherworldly vignettes with the paste of your own mind glue.
ONE- omgs the neutrinos! infinitesimal particles that can be measured but never touched, caught or examined. Flashes of higher dimensional activity? The marriage of spirituality and quantum measurability? fantastic.
TWO- Our (us you and i we collective humanity) impending doom as a race. Herzog uses the barren backdrop of Antarctica to portray men studying and trying to understand this world. Man, who is an outcast of nature. Scientists and philosophers, dreamers and artists gather south to make sense of the world in a small artificial town. The objectivity is heightened by the extreme conditions of the arctic environment. I could see myself as an alien watching this film in the future as a historical account of humankind and what they left behind.
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[04 Jun 2009|03:13am]
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the world's most perfect burrito
taqueria cancun, 19th & mission, san francisco, CA
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"is it hot sauce?" "ehh it's ok"
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i'm intolerant towards drunkards [23 May 2009|01:06pm]
HIM:That's a big backpack you've got there
ME:Yeah i'm ready for anything
HIM:What like you've got two pairs of underwear in there?
ME:No more like notebooks and paper, books and pens
HIM:Books? what kind of books
ME: Hmmm ones that you read
HIM: No, you know like Dostoevsky?
Me: Uh? (Books like Dostoevsky what?)
HIM: You know like Joyce and Shakespeare
(me nodding and smiling and it would appear that i haven't heard of all these classical authors, and yet i'm still confused by what is being asked)
ME: Do you want to know what books i'm reading? or what authors i've read? I don't understand.
Him: Do you think i'm boring?

Some people never have to be direct, they kind of insinuate when they talk and people fill in the gaps for them. I imagine them dropping vague snippets of information and people on the receiving end jumping in, like "YEEAAAHH totally!!!!"
AT some point i wanted to say, i actually don't have a book in my backpack right now so i can't name drop some author for you to talk about. I have a new yorker magazine that's literary right?
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[20 May 2009|01:28am]
omgzz i want them all
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after five months, my period has returned...yay?
i recieved a magic box today
i decided to wait to open it much later
when i did open it, i knew it wasn't the right time and waited even longer.
the whole experience was quite overwhelming, i could have taken the whole box apart bit by bit and it could have taken days.
i am surrounded by such magical people, how did that happen? where did these creatures come from?

oh boy i collect dead bugs
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omggg its true
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THATS MEE
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my heart was cascading
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i messed up the ruby box
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shiit [15 May 2009|11:20pm]
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[14 May 2009|06:11pm]
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[16 Apr 2009|12:34am]
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[13 Apr 2009|10:18am]
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my favorite house
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[13 Apr 2009|10:10am]
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i spy
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[22 Mar 2009|10:01pm]
Man o man!
Wheehere to start?
Today Juliette and i biked downtown and got elote tamales which are my faaavorite!
all my technology is falling apart and being pieces of shit and it's annoying and expensive.
tomorrow we go CAMPING!!! and then...MOLLY! And GENEVIEVE!!!
i loved seeing carina today, i love that girl we have grown so much side by side. everytime i see her i just say "I'm so proud of you" over and over again. she is my hero.
she is graduating from Berkeley soon and she is going to be the most amazing lawyer.

i found out mark, my mark, was convicted of child molestation. I cried so hard. I want ANSWERS i need to know what happened and i read all i could find online and i don't man i just don't know i think it's bullshit. I almost don't even care if it is true which sounds awful but i was a little girl around him and he never touched me. I seriously don't think its true. This man is not a predator. More than anything i feel so bad for his family, his beautiful family! What on earth are they going to do? what can you do when someone gets accused of something so awful that it destroys their life? he and anna have helped shape so many peoples lives and now is this terribly time i wish there was soemthing i could do.
The girls that accused him said it happened in 1988 and they just came forward now. i dunno i just don't think it's true. He is an affectionate man and he was very touchy feely and i know that there is a line and it's ambiguous. my heart still aches when i think about it.
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hello [22 Mar 2009|09:42pm]
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[09 Mar 2009|04:45pm]
These are some illustrations that the lovely Lena used for BOMB magazine.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA [09 Mar 2009|01:25pm]
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these days [02 Mar 2009|10:53pm]
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[26 Feb 2009|05:41pm]
iii feeel lost
this house is stifling
i'm sick of jumping around from place to place.
i'm going to go take a walk with my beloved darcy
draw and write
translate my spanish card to my cousin
i love when ilana visits but i'm in another world when she does.
i'm trying not to be mean to my mom but sometimes i am and i can't help it. this is her world and i don;t want to be in it right now. i can;t tell if i'm being totally immature or i'm legitimately stressed.
i hate being stressed i hate it hate it
it's impossible to be creative and feel hopeful.
when i get stressed i just think about how long life is..like fuck what am i going to do with so much fucking time.

i'm sick of missing people.
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[17 Feb 2009|02:19pm]
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[12 Feb 2009|07:37am]
yesterday i walked between the hills of syria and lebanon in the pinkie slice that is the north of israel. i put my hands in the jordan river.

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[25 Jan 2009|10:35pm]
where to start?
i'm in the holy city of tzfat in northern Israel. My birthright trip ended yesterday and instead of getting on a plane back to boulder colorado i'm still here for three (tentative) more weeks. I'm considering staying on a kibbutz i just don't know yet. Its a big decision and its far and isolated and its soemthing i know i want to do but i'm not sure if now is the right time. but also i'm here in israel NOW with nothing holding me back so i'll see. This place is old and magical. i really miss molly and ruby and mex my family. ache ache ache. I do really want to live on a farm, but with mawhile and julietta etc etc etc etc etc.
consumate libra! its awesome i learned that my name, in additon to the other meanings it has, also means tare, as in tare on a scale. a scale! libra till the end.
i kind of shafted aim house in the end. sorry guys. i hope there are no hard feelings. my stuff was shipped back to LA so i'm no longer a colorado resident as of now. i know it wasnt the best way to go but i had to leave at some point and i'm sorry it couldn't have been easier. what a strange year. (ali and natalie i love you both forever and ever)
i also saw jack's brother max on ben yehuda street in Jerusalem. random and pleansantly surprising.
i keep thinking about iman a lot cause in in Israel and she is in Yemen? i'm not sure where but i feel like we are in polar regions. probably polar spaces. she has been in my head a lot nonetheless.
here are new york pictures which feels forever ago. too short, too sweet. minus max who turned out to be a short little turd of a man. i never had a height bias but short men seem to be angry.
i loved seeing lena.
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here are the new jersey milches HOW MUCH does he look like mario??? crazy
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